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[[well]] [[its]] [[weird]] [[with]] SZPD. <> toh, [[wani irin abu]] ne idan ya zo kan SZPD.

[[like|Like]] [[someone]] [[with]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[a]] [[conventional]] [[almost]] [[stable]] [[life]] [[but]] [[is]] [[neurodivergent]] [[could]] [[had]] [[easily]] [[dealt]] [[with]] [[tons]] [[of]] [[unintended]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[might]] [[have]] [[been]] [[the]] [[parents]] [[or]] [[peers]] [[either]] [[enforcing]] [[neuronormative]] [[concepts]] [[and]] [[motivations]] ([[assumptions]] [[like]] "[[they]] [[will]] [[grow]] [[out]] [[of]] [[it]]" "[[if]] [[we]] [[make]] [[them]] [[do]] [[this]] [[or]] [[that]] [[they]] [[will]] [[learn]] [[or]] [[get]] [[better]]" [[or]] [[things]] [[as]] [[seemingly]] [[simple]] [[as]] [[dismissiveness]], [[neglecting]] [[and]] [[punishing]] ([[even]] [[if]] [[only]] [[using]] [[shame]] [[or]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[reasonable]] [[punishments]] [[for]] [[children]]) [[for]] [[things]] [[that]] [[are]] [[intutive]] [[and]] [[natural]] [[to]] [[that]] [[child]]. [[you]] [[do]] [[that]] [[to]] [[a]] [[kid]] [[for]] [[all]] [[their]] [[developmental]] [[years]] [[and]] ~~[[your]]~~ [[in]] [[pickle]] [[whether]] [[you]] [[never]] [[intended]] [[to]] [[hurt]] [[them]] [[or]] [[not]] [[Autistic]] [[kids]] [[forced]] [[to]] ~~[[got]]~~ [[to]] [[locations]] [[or]] [[do]] [[activities]] [[that]] [[are]] [[sensory]] [[overloading]] [[or]] ~~[[incredible]]~~ [[disturbing]] [[to]] [[them]] [[by]] [[their]] [[standard]] [[of]] [[being]]. [[Schizo]] [[spectrum]] [[kids]] [[having]] [[idiosyncratic]] [[childhood]] [[fears]] [[or]] [[thoughts]] [[that]] [[confuse]] [[them]] [[and]] [[instead]] [[of]] [[working]] [[with]] [[them]] [[or]] [[understanding]] [[the]] [[kind]] [[of]] [[communication]] [[thats]] [[required]], [[they]] [[get]] [[told]] [[its]] [[all]] [[in]] [[their]] [[head]], [[its]] [[not]] [[real]], [[its]] [[blasphemy]], [[its]] [[not]] [[a]] [[thought]] [[you]] [[should]] [[have]], [[its]] [[not]] [[important]], [[on]] [[and]] [[on]] ~~[[an]]~~ [[on]] [[Hearing]] [[the]] [[message]] [[from]] [[parents]] [[and]] [[peers]] [[that]] [[your]] [[concerns]], [[emotional]] [[attachments]] [[are]] [[the]] [[wrong]] [[or]] [[unhealthy]] [[or]] [[incorrect]] [[ones]], [[the]] [[very]] [[things]] [[that]] [[would]] [[have]] [[helped]] [[you]] [[shape]] [[your]] [[version]] [[of]] [[a]] [[working]] [[ego]] [[just]] [[treated]] [[as]] [[extraneous]] [[and]] [[without]] [[purpose]] [[That]] [[my]] [[friend]] [[is]] [[fucking]] [[trauma]], [[its]] [[just]] [[a]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[not]] [[fully]] [[recognized]] [[by]] [[the]] [[psychological]] [[community]]

[[like|Like]] [[someone]] [[with]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[a]] [[conventional]] [[almost]] [[stable]] [[life]] [[but]] [[is]] [[neurodivergent]] [[could]] [[had]] [[easily]] [[dealt]] [[with]] [[tons]] [[of]] [[unintended]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[might]] [[have]] [[been]] [[the]] [[parents]] [[or]] [[peers]] [[either]] [[enforcing]] [[neuronormative]] [[concepts]] [[and]] [[motivations]] ([[assumptions]] [[like]] "[[they]] [[will]] [[grow]] [[out]] [[of]] [[it]]" "[[if]] [[we]] [[make]] [[them]] [[do]] [[this]] [[or]] [[that]] [[they]] [[will]] [[learn]] [[or]] [[get]] [[better]]" [[or]] [[things]] [[as]] [[seemingly]] [[simple]] [[as]] [[dismissiveness]], [[neglecting]] [[and]] [[punishing]] ([[even]] [[if]] [[only]] [[using]] [[shame]] [[or]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[reasonable]] [[punishments]] [[for]] [[children]]) [[for]] [[things]] [[that]] [[are]] [[intutive]] [[and]] [[natural]] [[to]] [[that]] [[child]]. <nowiki> </nowiki><nowiki> </nowiki>

[[you|You]] [[do]] [[that]] [[to]] [[a]] [[kid]] [[for]] [[all]] [[their]] [[developmental]] [[years]] [[and]] you're [[in]] a [[pickle]] [[whether]] [[you]] [[never]] [[intended]] [[to]] [[hurt]] [[them]] [[or]] [[not]]. <nowiki> </nowiki><nowiki> </nowiki>

[[Autistic]] [[kids]] [[forced]] [[to]] go [[to]] [[locations]] [[or]] [[do]] [[activities]] [[that]] [[are]] [[sensory]] [[overloading]] [[or]] incredibly [[disturbing]] [[to]] [[them]] [[by]] [[their]] [[standard]] [[of]] [[being]]. <nowiki> </nowiki><nowiki> </nowiki>

[[Schizo]] [[spectrum]] [[kids]] [[having]] [[idiosyncratic]] [[childhood]] [[fears]] [[or]] [[thoughts]] [[that]] [[confuse]] [[them]] [[and]] [[instead]] [[of]] [[working]] [[with]] [[them]] [[or]] [[understanding]] [[the]] [[kind]] [[of]] [[communication]] [[thats]] [[required]], [[they]] [[get]] [[told]] [[its]] [[all]] [[in]] [[their]] [[head]], [[its]] [[not]] [[real]], [[its]] [[blasphemy]], [[its]] [[not]] [[a]] [[thought]] [[you]] [[should]] [[have]], [[its]] [[not]] [[important]], [[on]] [[and]] [[on]] and [[on]]. <nowiki> </nowiki><nowiki> </nowiki>

[[Hearing]] [[the]] [[message]] [[from]] [[parents]] [[and]] [[peers]] [[that]] [[your]] [[concerns]], [[emotional]] [[attachments]] [[are]] [[the]] [[wrong]] [[or]] [[unhealthy]] [[or]] [[incorrect]] [[ones]], [[the]] [[very]] [[things]] [[that]] [[would]] [[have]] [[helped]] [[you]] [[shape]] [[your]] [[version]] [[of]] [[a]] [[working]] [[ego]] [[just]] [[treated]] [[as]] [[extraneous]] [[and]] [[without]] [[purpose]] [[That]] [[my]] [[friend]] [[is]] [[fucking]] [[trauma]], [[its]] [[just]] [[a]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[not]] [[fully]] [[recognized]] [[by]] [[the]] [[psychological]] [[community]]

[[Schizoid]] [[Angst]] — [[11]]/[[03]]/[[2023]] [[12]]:[[15]] [[PM]] [[One]] [[could]] [[even]] [[catogorize]] [[it]] [[as]] [[existensial]] [[trauma]] [[of]] [[sorts]] [[Whats]] [[further]] [[interesting]] [[is]] [[even]] [[the]] [[manner]] [[in]] [[which]] [[things]] [[that]] [[understood]] [[as]] [[conventional]] [[forms]] [[of]] [[trauma]] [[are]] [[processed]] [[and]] [[traumatizing]] [[often]] [[time]] [[in]] [[ways]] [[that]] [[might]] [[not]] [[even]] [[make]] [[sense]] [[to]] [[the]] [[average]] [[neurotypical]] [[person]] [[Co]]-[[mordities]] [[and]] [[various]] [[other]] [[things]] [[develop]] [[in]] [[their]] [[own]] [[often]] [[time]] [[cognitively]] [[different]] [[variation]] [[when]] [[you]] [[stack]] [[on]] [[top]] [[of]] [[that]] [[things]] [[like]] [[SA]], [[physical]] [[and]] [[emotional]] [[abuse]].

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 [[well]] [[its]] [[weird]] [[with]] SZPD.  <> toh, [[wani irin abu]] ne idan ya zo kan SZPD.<br><br>
-[[like|Like]] [[someone]] [[with]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[a]] [[conventional]] [[almost]] [[stable]] [[life]] [[but]] [[is]] [[neurodivergent]] [[could]] [[had]] [[easily]] [[dealt]] [[with]] [[tons]] [[of]] [[unintended]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[might]] [[have]] [[been]] [[the]] [[parents]] [[or]] [[peers]] [[either]] [[enforcing]] [[neuronormative]] [[concepts]] [[and]] [[motivations]] ([[assumptions]] [[like]] "[[they]] [[will]] [[grow]] [[out]] [[of]] [[it]]" "[[if]] [[we]] [[make]] [[them]] [[do]] [[this]] [[or]] [[that]] [[they]] [[will]] [[learn]] [[or]] [[get]] [[better]]" [[or]] [[things]] [[as]] [[seemingly]] [[simple]] [[as]] [[dismissiveness]], [[neglecting]] [[and]] [[punishing]] ([[even]] [[if]] [[only]] [[using]] [[shame]] [[or]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[reasonable]] [[punishments]] [[for]] [[children]]) [[for]] [[things]] [[that]] [[are]] [[intutive]] [[and]] [[natural]] [[to]] [[that]] [[child]]. [[you]] [[do]] [[that]] [[to]] [[a]] [[kid]] [[for]] [[all]] [[their]] [[developmental]] [[years]] [[and]] [[your]] [[in]] [[pickle]] [[whether]] [[you]] [[never]] [[intended]] [[to]] [[hurt]] [[them]] [[or]] [[not]] [[Autistic]] [[kids]] [[forced]] [[to]] [[got]] [[to]] [[locations]] [[or]] [[do]] [[activities]] [[that]] [[are]] [[sensory]] [[overloading]] [[or]] [[incredible]] [[disturbing]] [[to]] [[them]] [[by]] [[their]] [[standard]] [[of]] [[being]]. [[Schizo]] [[spectrum]] [[kids]] [[having]] [[idiosyncratic]] [[childhood]] [[fears]] [[or]] [[thoughts]] [[that]] [[confuse]] [[them]] [[and]] [[instead]] [[of]] [[working]] [[with]] [[them]] [[or]] [[understanding]] [[the]] [[kind]] [[of]] [[communication]] [[thats]] [[required]], [[they]] [[get]] [[told]] [[its]] [[all]] [[in]] [[their]] [[head]], [[its]] [[not]] [[real]], [[its]] [[blasphemy]], [[its]] [[not]] [[a]] [[thought]] [[you]] [[should]] [[have]], [[its]] [[not]] [[important]], [[on]] [[and]] [[on]] [[an]] [[on]] [[Hearing]] [[the]] [[message]] [[from]] [[parents]] [[and]] [[peers]] [[that]] [[your]] [[concerns]], [[emotional]] [[attachments]] [[are]] [[the]] [[wrong]] [[or]] [[unhealthy]] [[or]] [[incorrect]] [[ones]], [[the]] [[very]] [[things]] [[that]] [[would]] [[have]] [[helped]] [[you]] [[shape]] [[your]] [[version]] [[of]] [[a]] [[working]] [[ego]] [[just]] [[treated]] [[as]] [[extraneous]] [[and]] [[without]] [[purpose]] [[That]] [[my]] [[friend]] [[is]] [[fucking]] [[trauma]], [[its]] [[just]] [[a]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[not]] [[fully]] [[recognized]] [[by]] [[the]] [[psychological]] [[community]]
+[[like|Like]] [[someone]] [[with]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[a]] [[conventional]] [[almost]] [[stable]] [[life]] [[but]] [[is]] [[neurodivergent]] [[could]] [[had]] [[easily]] [[dealt]] [[with]] [[tons]] [[of]] [[unintended]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[might]] [[have]] [[been]] [[the]] [[parents]] [[or]] [[peers]] [[either]] [[enforcing]] [[neuronormative]] [[concepts]] [[and]] [[motivations]] ([[assumptions]] [[like]] "[[they]] [[will]] [[grow]] [[out]] [[of]] [[it]]" "[[if]] [[we]] [[make]] [[them]] [[do]] [[this]] [[or]] [[that]] [[they]] [[will]] [[learn]] [[or]] [[get]] [[better]]" [[or]] [[things]] [[as]] [[seemingly]] [[simple]] [[as]] [[dismissiveness]], [[neglecting]] [[and]] [[punishing]] ([[even]] [[if]] [[only]] [[using]] [[shame]] [[or]] [[what]] [[would]] [[seem]] [[like]] [[reasonable]] [[punishments]] [[for]] [[children]]) [[for]] [[things]] [[that]] [[are]] [[intutive]] [[and]] [[natural]] [[to]] [[that]] [[child]]. <nowiki><br></nowiki><nowiki><br></nowiki>
+[[you|You]] [[do]] [[that]] [[to]] [[a]] [[kid]] [[for]] [[all]] [[their]] [[developmental]] [[years]] [[and]] you're [[in]] a [[pickle]] [[whether]] [[you]] [[never]] [[intended]] [[to]] [[hurt]] [[them]] [[or]] [[not]]. <nowiki><br></nowiki><nowiki><br></nowiki>
+[[Autistic]] [[kids]] [[forced]] [[to]] go [[to]] [[locations]] [[or]] [[do]] [[activities]] [[that]] [[are]] [[sensory]] [[overloading]] [[or]] incredibly [[disturbing]] [[to]] [[them]] [[by]] [[their]] [[standard]] [[of]] [[being]]. <nowiki><br></nowiki><nowiki><br></nowiki>
+[[Schizo]] [[spectrum]] [[kids]] [[having]] [[idiosyncratic]] [[childhood]] [[fears]] [[or]] [[thoughts]] [[that]] [[confuse]] [[them]] [[and]] [[instead]] [[of]] [[working]] [[with]] [[them]] [[or]] [[understanding]] [[the]] [[kind]] [[of]] [[communication]] [[thats]] [[required]], [[they]] [[get]] [[told]] [[its]] [[all]] [[in]] [[their]] [[head]], [[its]] [[not]] [[real]], [[its]] [[blasphemy]], [[its]] [[not]] [[a]] [[thought]] [[you]] [[should]] [[have]], [[its]] [[not]] [[important]], [[on]] [[and]] [[on]] and [[on]]. <nowiki><br></nowiki><nowiki><br></nowiki>
+[[Hearing]] [[the]] [[message]] [[from]] [[parents]] [[and]] [[peers]] [[that]] [[your]] [[concerns]], [[emotional]] [[attachments]] [[are]] [[the]] [[wrong]] [[or]] [[unhealthy]] [[or]] [[incorrect]] [[ones]], [[the]] [[very]] [[things]] [[that]] [[would]] [[have]] [[helped]] [[you]] [[shape]] [[your]] [[version]] [[of]] [[a]] [[working]] [[ego]] [[just]] [[treated]] [[as]] [[extraneous]] [[and]] [[without]] [[purpose]] [[That]] [[my]] [[friend]] [[is]] [[fucking]] [[trauma]], [[its]] [[just]] [[a]] [[trauma]] [[that]] [[not]] [[fully]] [[recognized]] [[by]] [[the]] [[psychological]] [[community]]
 [[Schizoid]] [[Angst]] — [[11]]/[[03]]/[[2023]] [[12]]:[[15]] [[PM]] [[One]] [[could]] [[even]] [[catogorize]] [[it]] [[as]] [[existensial]] [[trauma]] [[of]] [[sorts]] [[Whats]] [[further]] [[interesting]] [[is]] [[even]] [[the]] [[manner]] [[in]] [[which]] [[things]] [[that]] [[understood]] [[as]] [[conventional]] [[forms]] [[of]] [[trauma]] [[are]] [[processed]] [[and]] [[traumatizing]] [[often]] [[time]] [[in]] [[ways]] [[that]] [[might]] [[not]] [[even]] [[make]] [[sense]] [[to]] [[the]] [[average]] [[neurotypical]] [[person]] [[Co]]-[[mordities]] [[and]] [[various]] [[other]] [[things]] [[develop]] [[in]] [[their]] [[own]] [[often]] [[time]] [[cognitively]] [[different]] [[variation]] [[when]] [[you]] [[stack]] [[on]] [[top]] [[of]] [[that]] [[things]] [[like]] [[SA]], [[physical]] [[and]] [[emotional]] [[abuse]].